珀爾

我想有好多好多人喜歡我
to be loved from as many people as possible
以此彌補我這麼多年來的苦難
to make up for all my time spent suffering.
有時我夜半驚醒
Sometimes I wake in the middle of the night
恐懼就會洶湧而來要是我就這樣過一輩子了呢
and the fear washes over me,'cause what if this is it?
要是我就是屬于這裡呢
What if this is right where I belong?
我是個失敗
I'm a failure.
我不漂亮
I'm not pretty
我天生不夠友善讓人喜歡不起來
or naturally pleasant, or friendly.
我又愚笨
I'm not smart,
又無趣又自卑
or funny, or confident.
媽媽說的一點沒錯我就是軟弱
I'm exactly what Mama said I was, weak.
我不懂為什麼我到底做了什麼？
I don't know why. What did I do?
為什麼我的家庭不像你的那樣
Why wasn't my family like yours?
我恨我自己為什麼不能像你一樣
I hate what it feels like to be me and not you.

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