Sometimes I feel that everyone wants sth from me. There's no unconditional love in the world. Even parents, I know that they sacrifice a lot for me, but they also want yo shape you into somebody they want. Maybe that's why I'm depressed and that's why I can't tell nobody how I feel this way.
It's just, all overwhelming for me to live in all conditianal relationships. And it's tiring to be whom they want me to be. Who I really am?
Days ago I heard a saying from some philosophy: you are not who you think you are. You are not whom people think you are. You are whom you think that people think you are.
It's ironic that we say that we want to be ourselves and in the meantime we can't help caring how others think about ourselves.
Glad that I am not the only one that feels that way. Maybe life is shit, Maybe long relationship should accompany with fading passions and drama.
You got to catch anything you can hold on. It sounds selfish but maybe that's the only way out.
Don't worry too much for the upcoming troubles and live your life for the moment.
I know it's hard, but you can try.
