“Your courage was a small coal that you kept swallowing.” from Courage by Anne Sexton, 1975.

关于“small coal”，AI解释得挺好：· Internal Resilience: the metaphor of swallowing a "small coal" to represent the difficult, ongoing act of internalizing fear rather than letting it show. ·Quiet Endurance: Contrasts grand, public acts of bravery (like carrying a "banner" in war) with the modest, painful work of private endurance.

Stop hoping for somebody to save you. Things don’t all add up, but you are resilient.

雨中装置艺术： sensory deprivation vs sensory stimulation: mechanisms (how), effects, to what extent; as in different mechanisms but similar effects in augment some senses?

结尾超现实方法有点太仓促/偷懒了
母亲给她acceptance & care, 爱人给她 coal 象征courage

Lily Collins 之前也struggle过eating disorder, anorexia & bulimia. did the film for raising awareness and open up sharing & healing