The last 782 days of my life have been something I would never wish upon any human being. I have lost my dignity. I have lost my sense of self. I have lost my career paths, friends, peace of mind, safety, sense of joy in sexuality. But most of all, I have lost my faith in this, the law, the system I believed would protect me. It was the system I dedicated my life to. I am not getting anything of this. I am just doing this to protect other women.

我過去782天的經曆是我不希望任何人會遭受的經曆。我失去了我的尊嚴。我失去了自我認知。我失去了職業生涯、朋友、内心安甯、安全感和性愉悅的感知能力。但最重要的是，我失去了自己對法律的信念，我相信會保護我的體系，我為之奉獻一生的體系。我不會從中得到任何好處，我這樣做隻是為了保護其它女性。

The law of sexual assault, it spines on the wrong axis. A woman's experience of sexual assault, it does not fit the male-defined system of truth. So it cannot be the truth, and therefore, there cannot be justice. The law has been shaped by generations and generations of men.

性侵法，走向了錯誤的方向。一個女人被性侵的經曆，不符合男性定義的真實。所以她們的證詞不會是事實，自然也不會有公平。法律為一代又一代男性所定義。

Now I see from my own experience that we have got it all wrong when it comes to sexual assault. We don't interrogate the law's own assumptions, instead we persist on interrogating the victims. The law is an organic thing, it is defined by us. It is constructed by us, in light of our experiences. All of ours, so there are no excuses any more. It must change because the truth is that one in three wowen are sexually assaulted and their voices, they need to be heard, they need to be believed in order for justice to be done. One in three wowen. Look to your left. Look to your right. It's one of us.

現在，我從自身經曆出發，談及性侵時，我們都大錯特錯了。我們不會去質疑法律本身的假設，反而我們一直在拷問受害者。法律是有生命的事物，它是由我們定義的。法律是根據我們的經驗構建起來的，根據我們所有人的經驗，所以不再存在任何借口。法律必須被改變，因為事實就是有三分之一的女性遭受過性侵，而她們的聲音需要被聽到，需要被相信，這都是為了伸張正義。三分之一的女性，看看你的左邊，再看看你的右邊，就是我們中的一員。

The legal system, it made me look like a liar. The legal system, it feels faulty and mixed up. The legal system, it feels broken. Look to your left. Look to your right. I am broken, too. But I am still here. And I will not be silenced. I don't know what to cling to, how to stand, how to walk out of this courtroom, how to leave this building. All that I know is that somewhere, some time, somehow, something has to change.

這個法律體系，它讓我看起來像個騙子。這個法律體系，有漏洞，混淆是非。這個法律體系，破敗不堪。看看你的左邊，再看看你的右邊，我也破敗不堪。但我還站在這裡，而且我不會保持沉默。我不知道該抓住什麼、如何站立、如何走出這間法庭以及如何離開這棟建築。我所知道的隻有，某地、某時、某事必須以某種方式改變。