“Your courage was a small coal that you kept swallowing.” from Courage by Anne Sexton, 1975.

關于“small coal”，AI解釋得挺好：· Internal Resilience: the metaphor of swallowing a "small coal" to represent the difficult, ongoing act of internalizing fear rather than letting it show. ·Quiet Endurance: Contrasts grand, public acts of bravery (like carrying a "banner" in war) with the modest, painful work of private endurance.

Stop hoping for somebody to save you. Things don’t all add up, but you are resilient.

雨中裝置藝術： sensory deprivation vs sensory stimulation: mechanisms (how), effects, to what extent; as in different mechanisms but similar effects in augment some senses?

結尾超現實方法有點太倉促/偷懶了
母親給她acceptance & care, 愛人給她 coal 象征courage

Lily Collins 之前也struggle過eating disorder, anorexia & bulimia. did the film for raising awareness and open up sharing & healing